I love this quote.
Hello fellow followers I added a couple new things to my etsy shop! Everyone please take a few minutes to look around. Please know this is a very hard time right now for my family and I finically. Please look around my shop and if you like something feel free to buy! If anything else, please just pray for my family. Anything helps us!
Hey guys! Please take a second to check out my new etsy shop! It’s still new to me so there’s not too much up! I’ll have more to come soon! Thanks!
To all of my followers with and without cvid! I very excited to say that I am going to start selling some of my photography and artwork! Message me if you’re interested in seeing or buying. Please know that it will help to pay for my school and other bills, hospital bills and expenses, As I am currently unemployed because I am a full time student at school! Wish me luck!
You lost your nerve, you missed the point.
God help those with open hands, may they never feel burden again.
Since I’ve started working out and dieting I’ve lost about 14.5 pounds. I look a lot smaller now because I’m kinda short. If I gain 10 pounds it looks like 20. And if I lose 10 it looks like a lot. I’ve definitely been having a cheat meal two times a week. But I had been working out so much it really didn’t hurt me losing weight. I wasn’t cheating drastically either. My diet has been so strict I’m trying to lose the weight at a healthy pace and so far so good. One of my biggest problems is that I am ALWAYS hungry. I think part of it is from my immune deficiency but I’m sure most of it is that I just love food. Haha I’m pretty used to my routine of just chicken and broccoli for every meal but breakfast. At this point it’s probably mostly all about getting that last 5 pounds off and then maintaining my weight
When I was about 6, my older brother (who was about 7 at the time) made a few friends at school. One of which ended up being a neighbor. I can still remember the first time we went to his house to pick him up for him to go crabbing with us at the beach. He had a sister who was two years younger then me so her and I ended up being close. All through my childhood and adolescence I had the biggest crush ever on him. His smile was from ear to ear and as we got older and in high school he was a total jock. Captain of two different sports teams and definitely got all the attention from girls. He always seemed to have a girlfriend and I always continued to dream that maybe one day id get my chance. When I was little I used to go cabin camping with the family every Memorial Day weekend. I still remember the one night I woke up in the middle of the night freezing my butt off and I tried to wake up his sister cause I was so cold I was shaking. She didn’t budge. But he did. He woke up and gave me the sweatshirt off his back. Ill never forget that. My brother and him went separate ways in high school and his sister an I kept in touch. One day I had heard that he got suspended from school for possession of pot. That’s when I think things all began. After high school he struggled with drugs. On and off. A few years back I became close with his sister again after falling out of touch for a few years and I ended up getting in touch with him to. We began texting and he admitted to having the biggest crush on me when we were younger. It was a bittersweet moment. It was like a chapter from our childhood revealed. Like a secret that I would always wonder finally came about. So of course I admitted to liking him and we began talking. Shortly after. We stopped I’m not sure why. Then he started using again I’m assuming an that was that. About a month ago we got in touch with each other again. He told me that he went to rehab and he was 6 months clean and I told him I was proud of him. He asked when he could see me again and at the time I was away so it wouldn’t be for a while. After I came home I never heard from him. I thought about texting him several times and I guess it kinda just slipped my mind. Today I found out that he passed away. As I’m writing this I have a thousand things going through my mind. I often wonder if the turn out was different how things would’ve been for him. Or if we ever would’ve actually dated what kind of relationship would we have had? We were always close but then it just never worked out that way for either of us. He was my childhood crush and ill never forget the memories that I had. He also had a dark side which scared me away from trying to get any closer. I know addiction can be hard for people. But I know that he never meant to do what he did. He is finally at peace with himself and I feel like I have a lot of unanswered questions. Life is a gift, it is not an expectation or an option. When it is your time to go you will go..I just know he is safe and happy. Rest in peace.